So yessss

    I have some great things going on and lots of hardwork is beginning to blossom. I am at the process of pulling myself together. I can be my own worst enemy. Not on purpose, it became a habit that must be unlearned. 

  When I say I am my own worst enemy let me add that I am my own best friend. My own worst enemy means the insecurities, my fear of failure, my fear of success. Just scared. I am not scared of anything, yet some stuff I still have to tighten up. I'd say I am at about 80% ... But I swear, I am going to reach 180 percent... Mark my words. F*ck it... If I am going to do this I intend to ENJOY every little step of the way. 

Thanks God for just being you. 

Thank you jesus for just being you. 

Holy Spirit I need your cover, cover me! 

I am greatly and dearly sorry for all my sins. Thanks for the talent you have given me, and the oppourtunities you are sending me to be able to show it. 

Love you, 

With great respect, 

- Matthew