Enigma: the poem ii

Writing:

  Afraid of my own talent, I wish I could answer why. I'm sure t think 

I kinda know but it's hard to deceiver.

Afraid they wouldn't understand 

Unintentionally a nervous wreck 

For what I can't dissect . Afraid they 

Wouldn't like my storm. Afraid they

Can't sing along to the words of the 

Great. I'm sure that they just won't get it. Not give it it's chance or at least respect it. It's not about who I 

Am outside. My songs have to hit the

Charts because of what they're saying. I was more of a teacher before, now again a student learning 

About the peace war. Some of these women try to pull me out of the game. I make believe they are an enemy but it's just not the same. I made her make my lines get touched. My mind had enough but my heart wants to fix your self esteem. I am an enigma to my own imagination. 

- Matty -DICE- Bellizzi 

The fact of what the messages brought me I am on my path. I care about what I have learned and want to share it with others. It does not become easy at times. I get wrapped up in bullshit. I am like a superhero but I bullshit while I still tell the truth. The items that I learned ...............